Everyone’s journey is different. There’s no right or wrong options in life. Life isn’t a game nobody wins.
I’m 22 I don’t know what the meaning of life is or what my purpose is.
I’m trying my best just to follow my heart and do what makes me happy. I share my life and my experiences on my open online diary with no filter in hope to make maybe one person feel less alone.
I’ve figured with most things it’s better to try rather than to never try at all.
I have loved being in Scotland. I have learned so much about myself, what I’m capable of. I’ve learned how I can survive by myself.
I feel that in the time I have spent here I’ve proven to myself that I can do this thing called life all alone and deal with everything that comes with it very well.
Not pursuing the things I love and being around the people that matter the most to me isn’t something I want to trade in for living in a beautiful city and having a good job. There’s more to life than that. I’m not going to settle for good enough.
I feel like I’ve gotten this amazing experience and it has taught me about what makes me happy and what I need from life. I now know what kind of lifestyle I want and the steps I can take to go after that.
I’m going to continue chasing after what makes me happy even if it doesn’t make sense to many people. It doesn’t have to, it only has to make sense to me. I’ve taken everything I could have possibly gotten from my time here and now it’s time to go home. I’m so glad I did come to Scotland and try to see what life can be like here. I wouldn’t mind moving back in the future but I would definitely need the lifestyle I want first. So I’m moving back to Ireland. After all there is no place like home.